I am realizing more and more my aptitude for complaining....I never thought I was a complainer...but if truth be told...I like to complain.
So this is it! My last rant and then I am going to suck it up and deal! There is only so much that can be put into fighting against your own body and mind before it is time to stop complaining and start doing....I think I was at that point two weeks ago...but like I said, I'm good at complaining and drawing out the self-pity for all long as possible...Last week I tried to run three times....no run lasted longer then a mile....I even got on my bike while my friend when for a run!....I have hit this wall and all of a sudden this little training glitch has turned into the Great Wall of China and every where I look I don't see solution...just more wall.
But again, I am sick and tired of being sick and tired. I don't want to heap dung upon my funk but dig out of the hole one mile at a time and get back to where I used to be!.....but again...I just don't know how to break the self-indulgent cycle of self-deprecations and failure.
Today is a new day....today I try to run two miles....tomorrow...maybe three. Pray for me...I need it!....end of rant: new beginning!!!
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